Friday, June 29, 2007

Mistress plans for the weekend.

For those of you who doesnt know Mistress is planning an alt orgy at Desperation isle.

Official notice is here
http://desperationisle.blogspot.com/2007/06/alt-orgy-40-on-desperation-isle.html

If you are not preoccupied maybe you shoudl consider paying it a visit.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

How many

How many times do In have the strenght to stand up again every time life once again knock me down.
I am so very tired now.
Why must everything bad happen to me?

If Kama exist I used to be Hitler.

Friday, June 15, 2007

The curse that follows me

I don't know why but I tought maybe SecondLife was to be my refugee from it but noo my bad luck or curse as I like to call it is here as well.
I've always been quite picky with people, I guess it's a flaw and not a virtue but I can't help it.
It's always been something special about the ones I've liked.
But I've always begun slowly talking with them when I fancied someone.
But it's always the same.
Before I can get the chanse to talk one on one with some other person she is always snatched up by someone else.
It's always been that way.
Once, a single time I met someone and got a bit further, the the one I tought was my best friend came and ruined it for me. And even got the nerve to say "Well can't you be hapy for my sake."
I tought SL was different.
I met Wilde and I love her and everything was fine.
Then yesterday i met someone that I tought was exciting and interesting and was hoping I could talk to Wilde about her and maybe we could play all three.
But even when less than a day has passed she is already taken by someone else.
*sigh*
It's always like this. And it hurts every time. SL hurt as much as IRL too.
*I really hate my life at times*

Slave Princess just can't win.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Sometimes

Sometimes it feels like the entire orls is crumbling.
But then there is always a person whose soft words can set everything right.
A person who soothes when all your feelings is in a rage.
A person who can make you calm again.
A person who takes all rage and outburts with temperance.
Thankyou mistress. I Love You.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Keep with me...

How does one stay with a situation one hates?
When does the bad feeling take over over the good ones?
And what is acceptable and what is not?
If things that was not to change change anyway is things still the same?
And how long can one pretent things is the same?
And if this is not the same can one cope with it?
If one cannot cope with it can one change it or even should one change it?
Mybe change even for the worse is what must happen?
Maybe even change that ruines thing in one aspect is for the betterment of many other aspects?

I'm so tired of this...

And now for two pictures.One cute of me demonized.
One quite... err... gory but strangely cute from long ago.





Saturday, June 9, 2007

*sigh*

Sometime you realice that you're getting increasng jealouse over time with mistress.
Then you relice thats how you doesn't want to be.
It doesnt change the fact that you wish for some time alone with her tho.
And in the end you doesnt like yourself.
And staying awake every night is getting less attractive by time...

Sunday, June 3, 2007

Grave decisions

What does a slave do when the life as a slave is no longer what one expect it to be?
After all there might come a day when serving the dom just... well isn't fun anymore.
Life situations might have change or the dom might be tired to play with the slavethe slave being too obediant.

When should a slave decide to leave ones dom?
Does a slave even have the right to leave a dom?
And if so how do you tell your dom that decisionw ithout making the dom mad or sad?
After all the lack of fun might not be something on the doms part nor on the slaves, things can have happened and it just doesnt feel right anymore?

PS. Mistress dont take this personal it's just tought ont he subject I am not going to leave you. DS